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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

everythingnegativebeginswith"comp"

complication
computer
compensation
compiler
competition
compound
compoundable
comparative
compression

dont even get me started on acronyms
mapS<3h/m.

Monday, May 24, 2004

IOU

dang it. i owe collie burgerstreet. sooks.

today was very interesting =) too much to blog about

and i had a great workout, yoga does a body good.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

S^

so much has gone on i don't even know where to begin.
so im not going to.

=)
surfsup.

Friday, May 21, 2004

Summer '04

I can't believe schools over and I don't feel an immense amount of reliefe. If anything, lately I feel a little more burdened because recent conversations with good friends are bringing bad news. First off, about a week ago I talked to Jarrod, he told me he's moving to Cali to work with Jim and live out there. (Jim's my old manager at Champs.) Although I never see Jarrod anymore, and he only lives about 2 seconds away, it is still quite bothersome because now I know I can't see him at any given point in time. He's like my big brother that I made out with once. ha. Also, Nolan is debating on weither or not to move to NC. Current situations are making that move a very high possibillity and I'm not sure how to be optimistic about it because I'm losing a great friend. I know I know, he's not dead, and neither is Jarrod, but once they move, that's it. No more spontanious visits at random points in time or suprise OC on tuesdays, or the guitar lessons that never happened, or seeing Noleander play with the Rang when I actually make it out to their shows.
hmm//
I hung out with Colly after school yesterday. What a cool guy! He sat through my soap with me before he headed off to the baseball game, Way to go trooper!
Well, Thursday night was my official first night of the summer. Pretty much uneventful, yet very fun, though. Kyle came over when he got off work we went and got him a bite to eat, then out to Urban. I got a jacket, and some linnen pants. The jacket's the same one I borrowed from MeRhanda, so I can give her the jacket back, and get my jacket back from her, so Kyle can steal it from me. ha.
After Urban he took me to the same park we took Prom pics at. Crossing that waterfall in flip flops and white linnen pants is no cake-walk. ha. Then we went to Starbucks, it felt sooo good lastnight, and they actually made a very good passion tea, sometimes they sook.
We came home and watched 28 Days Later (ha), he left, i slept, end of story. Well no, I forgot to tell you that he makes me very happy.
=)
Today I have to work, which does suck, but I actually don't mind as much because I haven't worked the past 2 days. I hope it will go by fast.
Tomorrow I work open to close (9:45-6:30). That does suck. Filks comes in at 12 and closes with me, then I'm sure we will head out to Graf's graduation party since the boyfriendie will be out of town (to Oklahoma for a concert). =( His Monkey will miss him mucho.

I'm gonna go swim. Updateya La ta-ta!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Last Dance

The last day of the past 13 years of my life. I have spent 13 years working for tomorrow. That's weird.
Tonight I did Pi-Yo. It's a mixture of Pilates and Yoga, and it is wonnderfull! I have decided that once I turn 18 (August 10th.) I am going to work towards my Yoga certification. It's just a really neat way to work on your body, lengthen and tone, the best two things your can do to your muscles. All while improving circulation and calming your mind. Beautiful. I would love to share that with people.
After Pi-Yo, which is at 7:00, and if any of you want to plug into free yoga check www.yogapassport.com for places near you offering classes.

Everyone is talking about this whole graduation thing. I honestly haven't seen my paycheck from the past 13 years of my life. No grand finalie, no fireworks, not even a light show. Just tomorrow. 2 pointless class periods of boardgames, movie, and conversation about how the year it over.
You know, I am not leaving that school until something amazing happens, maybe it will burn down! That would be a heck of a finalie. Knowing my luck, I'd get trapped in the fire with a gay guy. How sad.

Monday, May 17, 2004

It's over now

I can't belive my entire public school career is coming to an end in a few long days.
Days of sun, warmth, and relaxation to come, and days of school every day at 730, retarded, yet typical, highschool drama, and some people. gone forever.
That is either really sad.. or REALLY exciting. =)

I just can't believe in 3 days it will all be over.

Florida is in less than a month, and I really can't believe it. I remember back in November? talking to Krys' parents about how beauitful Destin was and looking at Condos on the computer. Now, on June 11th, me, kristy, and the Stinedurfs are driving down to Destin for a long beautiful week in our Townhouse, where the backdoor is 50 feet from the ocean.
I would post a pic of our townhouse, but I'll have to ask Krys for the URL.


Nowhearingthis: Josh Kelley- For the Ride Home- Solid Ground

Sunday, May 16, 2004

ha!

you are absolutely ridiculous.

and exactly the same.